one more time

nothing has been easy for me when it comes to you. i've told you to let me go before i fall so hard. i always say to myself that you worth it. but i don’t have any idea at all. when I have to let you go, doesn't mean that i didn't love you anymore. it is just that i've been hurt for so long and you didn't even care. i need to tell myself that i hate for what you have done and eventually you know where it will take me. i will still stand there watching you go bit by bit. one day, just one fine day i’ll forget about you… i hope. i wish.

i miss you
so much